I have evolved. Physically and emotionally. It is a mixture of some primal instinctive guide that just got jump-started and is now in full throttle, and the most over-the-top, conscious and clear self-role model staring at me in the mirror, marching my new self ahead to the next hour. Life has shifted for me, and my priorities have shifted too. I am on autopilot. I AM the autopilot.
Life has become so intensely magical that I must live it from hour to hour. From asleep to awake. From staring at the ceiling in amazement to crying out loud for attention. From feeding from a bottle to the changing of a diaper.
I have 5 days and 4 nights under my 'congratulations, it's a girl' belt.
I'm the proud new father of my baby daughter.
I'm completely in love with her.
We named her Maytal (morning dew).
She is my life investment.