Saturday, May 17, 2008

Speechless...

Wow. Just...wow. This is probably the one post when I actually sit down and spend a considerable amount of time thinking before typing. No, this isn't the Pulitzer post. I think this is the one that has to be published. I wouldn't be able to look my blogger self in the face again if the next post I wrote wasn't about this amazing moment in life. Anyone's life.

I have evolved. Physically and emotionally. It is a mixture of some primal instinctive guide that just got jump-started and is now in full throttle, and the most over-the-top, conscious and clear self-role model staring at me in the mirror, marching my new self ahead to the next hour. Life has shifted for me, and my priorities have shifted too. I am on autopilot. I AM the autopilot.

Life has become so intensely magical that I must live it from hour to hour. From asleep to awake. From staring at the ceiling in amazement to crying out loud for attention. From feeding from a bottle to the changing of a diaper.

I have 5 days and 4 nights under my 'congratulations, it's a girl' belt.

I'm the proud new father of my baby daughter.

I'm completely in love with her.

We named her Maytal (morning dew).

She is my life investment.

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